誰だっけ

November 2020

Monday 16th

The design of this website is pretty simple and I kind of like it that way, but I still think it could be better. Something to work on I guess, but it'll do for now.

Discovering a lot of good music today, I'll post a list of the highlights below.

Also, been working on a song lately which I'm calling "Finding the Exit", I look forward to perhaps making it the single on the next album I put out, which I hope to do by the end of the year. Not going to rush this one, going to be patient and try to produce a good number of songs.

Tuesday 17th

Everything seems to be rushing in today. There was a suicide yesterday in the city where I live, some guy threw himself from a roof. My colleagues at work were talking about it as well as their experiences with suicide in their lives.

And here I am feeling numb to it all. Maybe the isolation helps. Either way, I don't have it in me to care. We all have our problems to contend with and there's never a simple solution. Mine seems to be alcohol. We all deal with stress in our own ways I guess.

It's just the usual frustration with work, or the fact that I'd rather not have to bother with it. But that's life isn't it? It's all one big compromise. I just wish more of my students were aware about the realities of life after higher education, especially the younger ones. Boy, am I glad I moved out of my parent's place while I was young. I may have been completely clueless, but at least I was able to get all that out of the way before I needed to think about what exactly I wanted to do in life.

Though, that isn't something easily figured out. I'm still wrestling with that one.

Thursday 26th

Redesigned the website!

Work has been busy the last two weeks so I haven't been able to do the things that I want to do. Hopefully that'll have changed by next week and I'll have the time and energy to continue dabbling with music production. Maybe even a little web development, though honestly my interest in that area is notoriously fickle.